Time to blog!

  Ok, again, too long in between blogs.  I need to keep up so I can maybe do some more concise and not so off the wall posts.  Though, my brain seems to function like that normally...

  I've been up and down, tired, excited nerdy and boring.  Some of my latest endeavors have me in multiple emotional stats daily.  Biggest being, my wife is pregnant! Another kid sounds like a good time.  Also, new job for a small company owned by a family friend.  Same work, better conditions, more opportunity.  Good/bad idea, I got smart phones for my wife and I.  I am a bit obsessive about it.

  I never thought family would be so good.  I knew I wanted it, but it was such a far off notion, almost un-attainable.  I am proud to be a dad, and more so to be more than once.  I am not sure what it is going to be like, seeing as I never had siblings that close growing up.  I am excited to see how this plays out and what a blessing it will be on all of us.

  Work is not a fun task, it is a must do type of thing.  If you can have a little fun while you do it, all the better.  I had fun with electrical and fire alarm all along, though environment is key to staying positive.  I wont say it was any one fault or issue that made it that way, but it sure wasn't solvable.  Now I am in a situation where I know everything is honest, even if it is always cheery and fun.  I have a lot of improving to do, and skills that I need to gain.  Some bad habits came about, brought on by teaching myself i guess.  This also requires me to actually train my brain to retain more information and be able to process it efficiently.

  Now the sad part of the story: I am a total nerd!  I get a smart phone and I love it, get apps and connect all my social accounts.  As if there wasn't enough to do in the normal realm of smart phones, I decide to go and hack it...  It's called root, which gives you access to secured files in the phone, allowing you to change what ever you want.  Obviously, I get way to in to it and try everything possible.  It's not like that is all I do, especially not now, I've tried just about everything and have settled on a few options.

  All in all I am pleased, not content though to stay where I am at the moment.  I had a moment the other day, that was a humbling experience.  I flat out told God I don't deserve stuff, and He blessed me with the assurance that He cares even about my worthless stuff.  I realized that I need more passion in my relationship with God, and now need to implement it.

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